I like this person; all of her. I like the good and I can work with the bad. I think this feeling is what is referred to as love. I enjoy her company, she knows me inside out, she listens to me when I need her to, she plays, laughs and cries with me. I feel something very strong; she turns me on in an erotic fashion. I am literally ablaze meaning I will need to be hosed down later but right now all I want to do is feel, take it all in. I had never felt like this prior to meeting her. I did not think it was possible to feel this way in the first place. It is the kind of feeling that the people around me talked about when it came to their partners.
Being around her makes me calm; except well this desire that I have raging. It cannot be contained. I need her, I want her. I'd really like to kiss her now! I feel her ever so strongly. Just listening to her and talking to her over the phone gets me weak. I am literally weak in the legs. Yet here she is sitting across from me and all I can think about is kissing her. The desire I have for her pulls me. I get lost in her fingers. A tad longer than I intended to, but right there and then the only thing I could think about, imagine, as if nothing else existed were her fingers. There it was in plain daylight, my very first moment. A moment that I did not reason through but only felt. Felt deeply and intensely. I was completely lost in someone in an erotic way. I felt a hot flush of sweat course through me. I knew right there and then that my cover was blown. She knew as well as I did that I wanted her. I felt nakedly in love.
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